Afraid

I never knew I would feel the way I do
When I was little I didn't know it would be like this
But now I'm sitting here, alone
I know a lot of people but at the same time I don't
I'm lonely, I feel lonely

I sometimes wish for someone to be my friend
Someone who's just my friend
I do try to build friendships
But I do not want to put myself in a
situation where I can get hurt

I've been hurt too many times
And I closed the door a long time ago
It's crazy because I know if I sometimes
Open the door a little, I might find that
Something I'm looking for

I'm just too afraid to do that
Sometimes I think I will never
Open the door again to my heart
I'd rather be alone